The weekend here and I am def happy about that, praise God! I had an interesting day so far this morning. I planned to have breakfast with a friend of mine that I haven't seen in at least 2-3 years. She was a girl I used to date and someone I hold in high esteem as one of the most quality females I've ever met. I didn't know what I would think or feel in seeing her but it was nice that I could sit down and have a convo with her over a meal and just see her as a friend. During my time of lonliness I didn't know if i would have some sense of feelings for her or what, but she's still an amazing person, amazing as my friend.
She talked to me about a job offer in CT that would be a wonderful opportunity and give me a great experience. The job entails so many things that I love to do and as much as I don't like living in my current city, I have an amazing job that's hard to pass up. The salary and benefits are just great and the job secruity is needed. I love the kids but I've worked with kids very closely in at leat 5-6 cities and this is true: You can build relationships and find wonderful kids everywhere. I dont worry or doubt about that. I have kids I've worked with from a lot of places that I hold near to my heart.
I'm still trying to listen to God, trying to see what He has in store for me. I dont hear anything though, maybe I'm not listening. I just wish I could hear His voice and He would tell me what He needs from me in order to be happy, successful in all walks and for me to have the desires of my heart. What is it that you need from me Lord? What do I need to do? Where am I failing? I'm calling out to you? Here's my call, please give me a sign. Give me direction and guidance. I can't do this alone and maybe I'm trying to do it alone, maybe I'm trying to live this life with the wrong people. Where are the right ones? It's all about that name, so I will say: Jesus Christ the Messiah!
Love that name: Jesus
It's power in that name: Jesus
I'm about to write a poem and it's gonna be about this name: Jesus
Love,
Champ
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