Another day

Life is interesting and life is tough, life is great. It's so hard because I have a blessed life. I really do and I appreciate it. But with some of these circumstances that are going down and being uncertain if I even have a job past June it causes high anxiety. I'm just anxious to know my future, anxious to know that if I must move where will it be? I don't know, I'm just stressed with life, stressed with some choices that I'm making. I need to be better decisions in life and not be afraid. I don't even know if this blog makes sense to others but it does to me. It appears to be jumbled but that is because my mind is jumbled. It's a constant battle of what to do, what to say, who to do it with and say it to. Ahhhhh, IDK, God please make me wise...